Can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ok az ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hislerden biri. Kolay kolay can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131lmaz. Mutlaka kendime bir u\u011fra\u015f bulur ve o me\u015fguliyetle zaman\u0131 de\u011ferlendirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m. Ama o g\u00fcn ne hikmetse s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemiyordum ve can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7inde kimi arasam ve ne yapsam diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Bu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n kalp kat\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da biliyordum. O s\u0131rada telefonum \u00e7ald\u0131. Telefon eden arkada\u015f\u0131m beni resim sergisine \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131yordu. \u00dcstelik bu sergideki resimler, kendi eseri olan tablolard\u0131. \u0130lk sergime gelmezsen dar\u0131l\u0131m dedi. \u201cZaten can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor.\u201d diyecektim ki arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n \u00e7ok hassas ve al\u0131ngan oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlay\u0131p dar\u0131l\u0131r endi\u015fesi ile fazla konu\u015fmadan \u201cTamam olur.\u201d dedim. Sanatla u\u011fra\u015fan, iyi bir g\u00f6zlemci olan ve ince ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 yakalayabilen insanlar daha hassas ve dikkatli oluyorlar.<\/p>\n
Telefonda verdi\u011fi adrese gittim. Serginin oldu\u011fu salonun kap\u0131s\u0131ndaki kalabal\u0131ktan arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n tablolar\u0131na ra\u011fbet edildi\u011fini anlad\u0131m. Kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ine kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. Salonun kap\u0131s\u0131ndan ge\u00e7erek duvardaki tablolar\u0131 incelemeye ve arkada\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sanat\u0131n\u0131 de\u011ferlendirmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Tablolar genelde manzara resimleri ile hayvanlar\u0131 tasvir eden \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalardan ibaretti. Ben resimleri incelerken yan\u0131mda duran ziyaret\u00e7ilerden biri eline ka\u011f\u0131t kalem al\u0131p sergilenen tablolar\u0131n basit bir kopyas\u0131n\u0131 yaparak ziyaret\u00e7ilere g\u00f6sterdi. Kopya edilerek yap\u0131lan resme bakan di\u011fer insanlar hayret i\u00e7inde ve \u00f6vg\u00fcler ya\u011fd\u0131rarak: \u201cNe kadar k\u0131sa zamanda ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131. \u00c7ok yetenekli biri.\u201d diyerek kopya \u00e7eken adam\u0131n eserini duvara asmak istediler. Bu olaylar\u0131 uzaktan seyreden ressam arkada\u015f\u0131m herkesi d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p sergiden kovmak i\u00e7in bize do\u011fru ko\u015farak geldi. K\u0131zarak: \u201c\u00c7\u0131k\u0131n d\u0131\u015far\u0131 sizi sahtekar adamlar\u201d diyerek \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kalabal\u0131k adam\u0131 omuzlar\u0131na alarak ve bir k\u0131sm\u0131 da alk\u0131\u015flayarak sergi salonundan d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Sergi salonu bo\u015fal\u0131nca ressam arkada\u015f\u0131m ve ben g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze geldik. Birbirimize \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n ifadelerle bakarken arkada\u015f\u0131m titrek bir sesle konu\u015fmaya ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201cB\u00fcy\u00fck emekler sarf ederek ve uzun bir zaman harcayarak meydana getirdi\u011fim, g\u00f6z\u00fcm gibi bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m tablolar\u0131ma yap\u0131lan hakareti g\u00f6rd\u00fcn de\u011fil mi?\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
Ben de: \u201cSadece tablolara de\u011fil, bu hakaret ayn\u0131 zamanda sana yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir hakaret.\u201d dedim. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sallayarak: \u201cEvet.\u201d dedi.<\/p>\n
O\u2019na dedim ki:<\/p>\n
\u201cSen nas\u0131l \u00e7ald\u0131ysan senden de \u00e7ald\u0131lar, sen nas\u0131l hakaret ettiysen sana da hakaret ettiler.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cBen kimseden \u00e7almad\u0131m. Hi\u00e7bir ressama da hakaret etmedim.\u201d diyerek ve sesini y\u00fckselterek bana \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u201cO kadar emin olma. Sen bu tablolardaki manzaralar\u0131 ve hayvan tasvirlerini kendin icad etmedin. Bunlar\u0131n hepsini sanatlar\u0131n ve sanatk\u00e2rlar\u0131n yarat\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 olan ger\u00e7ek Sanatk\u00e2rdan \u00e7ald\u0131n. Buna ra\u011fmen o Sanatk\u00e2r\u0131 bir kez olsun takdir etmedin. B\u00f6ylece Ona en b\u00fcy\u00fck sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yapt\u0131n. Ayn\u0131 \u015fey sana yap\u0131l\u0131nca bunun ne kadar \u00e7irkin ve ne kadar haks\u0131z bir davran\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131n. \u015eimdi sen \u00f6z\u00fcr dilenmesi gereken biri olmaktan \u00e7ok, \u00f6z\u00fcr dilemesi gereken biri durumundas\u0131n. Sanat\u0131 ve eserleri g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde duran fakat ondan gaflet etti\u011fimiz o b\u00fcy\u00fck Yarat\u0131c\u0131dan af dile, kendini Ona affettirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f.\u201d dedim.<\/p>\n
Ressam hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemedi\u011fi bu ger\u00e7ekler kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015fa\u015fk\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Utan\u00e7 ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131kla, bunu nas\u0131l fark edemedi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek kendine k\u0131zmaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sonra aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. D\u0131\u015far\u0131daki kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 sergi salonuna \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131p onlara hitaben: \u201cHepimiz sanat\u0131 yanl\u0131\u015f yerlerde ar\u0131yoruz. Sahtekar h\u0131rs\u0131zlar\u0131 ve sayg\u0131s\u0131z haks\u0131z adamlar\u0131 sanatk\u00e2r diye takdir ediyoruz. B\u0131rak\u0131n bunlar\u0131, b\u0131rak\u0131n beni ve benim gibi adamlar\u0131. Ger\u00e7ek Sanatkar sizi g\u00f6r\u00fcyor, siz de O\u2019nu hissedin. \u00c7\u0131k\u0131n d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya, Onun sanatlar\u0131n\u0131 seyredin. Gidin kainat sergisine, orada sergilenen sanatlara bak\u0131n. \u0130ki y\u00fcz bin \u00e7e\u015fit bitki ve iki y\u00fcz bin \u00e7e\u015fit hayvan \u00fczerindeki sanatlar\u0131 inceleyin, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne, g\u00fcne\u015fe, aya, y\u0131ld\u0131zlara, da\u011flara, sahralara, denizlere, g\u00f6llere, nehirlere, vadilere, arz \u00fczerindeki g\u00fczelliklere, insana ve insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcne bak\u0131n, ger\u00e7ek sanatlar\u0131 ve bunlar\u0131 Yaratan\u0131 takdir edin.\u201d<\/p>\n
Ressam arkada\u015f\u0131m konu\u015furken ben de tablolardan birinin \u00fczerine beyaz bir ka\u011f\u0131t yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p \u015fu hadisi \u015ferifi yazd\u0131m ve giri\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndaki duvara asarak insanlar\u0131n anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131na sundum: Huzeyfe\u2019den (r.a.) rivayetle, Rasulullah (s.a.v.) \u015f\u00f6yle buyurdu: \u201cAllah her sanatk\u00e2r\u0131n ve sanat\u0131n\u0131n sanatk\u00e2r\u0131d\u0131r.\u201d (Hakim- M\u00fcstedrek) (Cami\u00fc\u2019s- Sagir 1. Cilt.)<\/p>\n
(2002)<\/p>\n
(Yol isimli kitaptan al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.)<\/p>\n
Abdullah \u00d6zt\u00fcrk <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ok az ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m hislerden biri. Kolay kolay can\u0131m s\u0131k\u0131lmaz. Mutlaka kendime bir u\u011fra\u015f bulur ve o me\u015fguliyetle zaman\u0131 de\u011ferlendirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r\u0131m. Ama o g\u00fcn ne hikmetse s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar a\u011f\u0131r bast\u0131. Ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilemiyordum ve can s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 i\u00e7inde kimi arasam ve ne yapsam diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordum. Bu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n kalp kat\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kaynakland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da biliyordum. O s\u0131rada telefonum \u00e7ald\u0131….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":26,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5658","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-genel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5658","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/26"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5658"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5658\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5659,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5658\/revisions\/5659"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5658"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5658"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5658"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}