Ey gen\u00e7! Senin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ok uzun gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen k\u0131sac\u0131k bir \u00f6m\u00fcr var. Ne oldu\u011funu anlamadan kendini ihtiyarlam\u0131\u015f bulacaks\u0131n. Bir anda ihtiyarlayacaks\u0131n ve \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fine hayret edip bir anlam veremeyeceksin. \u00c7ok sinsi gelen ihtiyarl\u0131k bir anda kar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kacak. Sen de: \u201cBen seni daha beklemiyordum.\u201d diyeceksin.
\nEy gen\u00e7ler k\u0131rk ya\u015f\u0131nda sizi s\u00fcrpriz bekliyor! Gen\u00e7li\u011fin bitmesi s\u00fcrprizi! Altm\u0131\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda da \u00f6l\u00fcme yak\u0131nla\u015fma s\u00fcrprizi bekliyor. \u015eayet o ya\u015flara kadar gelirseniz. K\u0131rk ya\u015f s\u00fcrprizine \u015fimdiden haz\u0131r olun. K\u0131rk ya\u015f\u0131nda hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131n\u0131, de\u011ferini, mahiyetini ve \u00e7ok k\u0131sa oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yorsun. Hayat\u0131na yeniden anlam vermen gerekiyor. Ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f\u0131na \u00e7eki d\u00fczen vermek istiyorsun. Fakat \u00f6mr\u00fcn \u00e7o\u011fu gitmi\u015f, yolculukta bir hayli mesafe kat etmi\u015fsin. Art\u0131k ba\u015fka yollara girip orada ilerlemek de pek m\u00fcmk\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcyor. Geri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn yok. De\u011fi\u015ftirece\u011fin fazla bir \u015fey de kalm\u0131yor. Elinde fazla bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015f. \u0130\u015fte bu a\u015famada ke\u015fkeler ba\u015fl\u0131yor. \u201cKe\u015fke gen\u00e7ken g\u00fczel bir \u015feyler yapsayd\u0131m.\u201d dersin. Ge\u00e7en \u00f6mr\u00fcne bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda seni rahatlatacak g\u00fczel \u015feyler. Panik i\u00e7inde \u015fimdi ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m deme ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r k\u0131rk ya\u015f. K\u0131rk ya\u015f, hayat\u0131 yeniden anlamland\u0131rma gere\u011fi duyulan ya\u015ft\u0131r. Hayata verdi\u011fin manan\u0131n yeterli gelmemesi ve yeniden de\u011ferlendirmelere ihtiya\u00e7 duydu\u011fun ya\u015ft\u0131r. De\u011ferli g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinin de\u011fersiz oldu\u011funu anlamak ve de\u011fersiz g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerinin de de\u011ferli oldu\u011funu anlamakla de\u011ferlerin y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p yeniden in\u015fa edildi\u011fi ya\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
*Mezarlar\u0131n ve \u00f6l\u00fclerin bize s\u00f6yleyemedi\u011fi veya s\u00f6yleyip de bizim anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir \u015fey var. Ya\u015fl\u0131lar\u0131n gen\u00e7lere s\u00f6yleyemedi\u011fi veya s\u00f6yleyip de gen\u00e7lerin anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir \u015fey var. Kelimelerle anla\u015f\u0131lmayan, g\u00f6zlerden perdelenen, kulaklardan gizlenen, anlay\u0131\u015flardan saklanan bir \u015fey var ki; o ancak ya\u015fan\u0131nca bilinir. Ya\u015flan\u0131nca bilinir.<\/p>\n
*Gen\u00e7lik sarho\u015flu\u011fu ile ge\u00e7en d\u00fcnyadaki hayat yolculu\u011fun k\u0131rk ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra \u00f6l\u00fcm yolculu\u011funa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Art\u0131k sonunu daha ciddi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yorsun. \u00d6l\u00fcme yakla\u015fman\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu anl\u0131yorsun. K\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar; hayat yolculu\u011funun \u00f6l\u00fcm yolculu\u011funa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc y\u0131llar\u0131 idrak etti\u011fin zamanlard\u0131r. K\u0131rk ya\u015f sekerat-\u0131 mevtin kokusudur.<\/p>\n
K\u0131rk ya\u015fa kadar hayat\u0131 anlamak.
\nK\u0131rk ya\u015ftan sonra \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc anlamak.
\nK\u0131rk ya\u015fa kadar hayata haz\u0131rl\u0131k.
\nK\u0131rk ya\u015ftan sonra \u00f6l\u00fcme haz\u0131rl\u0131k.
\nK\u0131rk ya\u015fa kadar hayat yolculu\u011fu.
\nK\u0131rk ya\u015ftan sonra \u00f6l\u00fcm yolculu\u011fu.<\/p>\n
Anlars\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n Adaleti ilahi mutlakt\u0131r \u015fa\u015fmaz<\/em> Zanneder misin devran hep b\u00f6yle d\u00f6ner<\/em> Gen\u00e7likte her \u015fey farkl\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr.<\/em> Nereye gitti\u011fini bilmeden ko\u015fanlar<\/em> D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan g\u00fcnde<\/em> Yar\u0131nlar\u0131n bug\u00fcn olur<\/em> \u00d6m\u00fcr biter sonun g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr<\/em> \u0130mtihan da sensin sonu\u00e7 ta sen!<\/em> G\u00fcnahlar\u0131n b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 izlerde<\/em> Bak\u0131p da g\u00f6remediklerine<\/em> Abdullah \u00d6zt\u00fcrk<\/em> Ey gen\u00e7! Senin \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7ok uzun gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnen k\u0131sac\u0131k bir \u00f6m\u00fcr var. Ne oldu\u011funu anlamadan kendini ihtiyarlam\u0131\u015f bulacaks\u0131n. Bir anda ihtiyarlayacaks\u0131n ve \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn nas\u0131l ge\u00e7ti\u011fine hayret edip bir anlam veremeyeceksin. \u00c7ok sinsi gelen ihtiyarl\u0131k bir anda kar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kacak. Sen de: \u201cBen seni daha beklemiyordum.\u201d diyeceksin. Ey gen\u00e7ler k\u0131rk ya\u015f\u0131nda sizi s\u00fcrpriz bekliyor! Gen\u00e7li\u011fin bitmesi s\u00fcrprizi!…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":26,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5498","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-genel"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5498","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/26"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5498"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5498\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5499,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5498\/revisions\/5499"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5498"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5498"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5498"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
\nZalimlere g\u00f6z a\u00e7t\u0131rmaz<\/em>
\nM\u00fchlet verir asla unutmaz<\/em>
\nZaman ge\u00e7er d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nZalimin zulm\u00fc bir g\u00fcn mutlaka s\u00f6ner<\/em>
\nZaman\u0131n devriyle devrilir gider<\/em>
\nY\u0131llar ge\u00e7er d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nGer\u00e7ekler gizlenir g\u00f6lgeler g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr<\/em>
\nY\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e yalanlar karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcr<\/em>
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr biter d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nG\u00fcnahlar\u0131n vebalinden bihaber olanlar<\/em>
\n\u0130\u00e7ti\u011fin g\u00fcnah zehri ruhunu derinden yaralar<\/em>
\nG\u00fcnahlar terk edince d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nD\u00f6nmek istersin d\u00f6nemezsin<\/em>
\n\u00c7aresizlik pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/em>
\n\u00c7areler t\u00fckenir d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nYar\u0131n\u0131 olmayan g\u00fcn\u00fcn gelir<\/em>
\nYollar kapan\u0131r \u00e7areler t\u00fckenir<\/em>
\nGeldi\u011fin yollara d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nKaybeden kimse \u00f6lmeden \u00f6l\u00fcr<\/em>
\nTutundu\u011fun hayat\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcr<\/em>
\nZayi olan \u00f6mr\u00fcne d\u00f6ner bakar anlars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nBa\u015far\u0131 da sensin h\u00fcsran da sen!<\/em>
\nKaybedene matemin en a\u011f\u0131r\u0131 gelir.<\/em>
\nKazanana bayram\u0131n s\u00fcruru verilir.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nHer g\u00fcnah bir tuzakt\u0131r anlars\u0131n<\/em>
\n\u0130mtihan\u0131 nelerden kaybetti\u011fine<\/em>
\nTerazi kurulunca bakar yanars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcp de bilemediklerine<\/em>
\nBilip de anlayamad\u0131klar\u0131na<\/em>
\nD\u00f6ner bakar a\u011flars\u0131n.<\/em><\/p>\n
\nYol<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"