{"id":405,"date":"2012-12-03T14:58:59","date_gmt":"2012-12-03T12:58:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.suristan.net\/?page_id=405"},"modified":"2012-12-03T14:58:59","modified_gmt":"2012-12-03T12:58:59","slug":"elli-yas-ve-sonrasi","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/?page_id=405","title":{"rendered":"ELL\u0130 YA\u015e VE SONRASI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>\u00d6l\u00fcnce ac\u0131nmayacak ya\u015fa geldim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu ya\u015fta \u00f6lsem kimse ac\u0131maz bana<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ne istedim ne elde ettim hayattan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonunu g\u00f6recek \u00e2na geldim.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Kalmak i\u00e7in gelmedim bu d\u00fcnyaya<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Kalbimde yok zerre kadar h\u0131rs ve tama<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ya \u00e7ekip koparan gelecek ya g\u00fczellikle alan<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bekliyorum. Acaba hangisi gelecek bilmiyorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6l\u00fcnce kim a\u011flar kim a\u011flamaz umurumda de\u011fil<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Rahmetin tebess\u00fcm\u00fc yeter bana<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Semadan y\u00fczlerce ku\u015f gelsin cenazemi kaplas\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130nsanlarla bitince i\u015fim g\u00f6zlerim semada kals\u0131n.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Cenazeme gelsin ku\u015flar<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6k ehli beni b\u00f6yle kar\u015f\u0131las\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Cesedim semadan selamlans\u0131n<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ruhuma Rahman\u2019\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi gelsin.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ar\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde g\u00f6lgeleneyim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ye\u015fil ku\u015flar\u0131n kursaklar\u0131nda gezeyim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ne kadar isterim ye\u015fil ku\u015flarla birlikte<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Tenav\u00fcl etmek cennet bah\u00e7elerinde.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00dcmidim var asla \u00fcmitsiz de\u011filim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sevgim var asla sevgisiz de\u011filim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Heyhat ne g\u00fczel olurdu!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Birde lay\u0131k olsam, birde lay\u0131k olsam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Acaba ger\u00e7ek olur mu derken dilim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00dcmitle bekliyor b\u00fct\u00fcn benli\u011fim<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Lay\u0131k olmasam da l\u00fctuf olunsam<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Lay\u0131k olmasam da l\u00fctuf olunsam<\/strong><\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<blockquote><p><em>Hayrani\u00a0(Abdullah \u00d6zt\u00fcrk)<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>19\/09\/2011 Pazartesi<\/em><\/p><\/blockquote>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6l\u00fcnce ac\u0131nmayacak ya\u015fa geldim Bu ya\u015fta \u00f6lsem kimse ac\u0131maz bana Ne istedim ne elde ettim hayattan \u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn sonunu g\u00f6recek \u00e2na geldim. \u00a0 Kalmak i\u00e7in gelmedim bu d\u00fcnyaya Kalbimde yok zerre kadar h\u0131rs ve tama Ya \u00e7ekip koparan gelecek ya g\u00fczellikle alan Bekliyorum. Acaba hangisi gelecek bilmiyorum. \u00a0 \u00d6l\u00fcnce kim a\u011flar kim a\u011flamaz umurumda de\u011fil Rahmetin&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":191,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","template":"template-rightsidebar.php","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-405","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/405","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=405"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/405\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":406,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/405\/revisions\/406"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/suristan.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=405"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}